See, my servant shall prosper,
he shall be raised high and greatly exalted.
Next to myself
We could not bear the sight of his privates
So we took from the river bottom
a worm-eaten loincloth and wrapped his waist.
The clotting blood held the rag,
Soaking its fibers with septic filth
of the streets. Even in the gale
the blackened rag clung to his skin.
It was supposed to be a linen undergarment
to cover his pure naked flesh from hips to thighs;
He should wear it as he went into the tent of meeting,
And when he came near the altar
to minister in the holy place;
lest he bring guilt on us who die.
It was supposed to be his pride, his delight!
He would sport it as a toddler
sports his underpants
for Grandma to see, with
panda bears and ninja turtles.
He would boast,
“Next to myself I love my people best!”
We could not prevent what happened without
Rewriting everything we knew.
His betrayal, trial and death
followed our scheme of things.
|The loincloth in this image|
recalls the sacred linen drawers of
the priest Aaron
“His blood upon us and upon our children.”
We should be guilty and should die.
But we could not bear the sight of his genitals;
We looked on him whom we had pierced and
mourned as for an only son.
By the rivers of Babylon now
we bathe in his blood
until a sticky paste of street dirt, excrement and
linen binds us to his loins.
The veil of our devotion
with its reek of body odor
and its sweet-smelling stench of incense
parts as the High Priest enters once for all the sanctuary,
and shamelessly displays linen drawers
emblazoned with “my people, my name, my praise and glory.”
we follow now in full assurance of faith.
Fr. Ken Bartsch, OFM Conv.