This is a peculiar story, tagged onto the Gospel of Saint John
by another author. This deutero-Evangelist tells us it was the third of Jesus ’
post-Resurrection appearances. But he does not say when it happened. We might
assume it occurred within the forty days between Easter and the Ascension. That
fits our Church calendar well enough, but in those earliest days of the Church
the liturgical calendar was not yet set in stone. It might have been years
later.
The disciples seem dispirited. What are they doing? Have they
gathered for prayer and to reignite their enthusiasm? Are they pondering where
to go from here? They seem idle.
One fellow says, “I’m going fishing!” and they all hop
aboard. Is this just a fishing vacation? Fishing in the 21st century
is often a leisure sport. In those days it was more often work. Have some of
them abandoned their ministry and reverted to their original profession?
Clearly, they have some questions. Peter
will ask Jesus , “What about him?” meaning the Beloved
Disciple. Perhaps some of the eye-witnesses of the resurrection have died and they’re
wondering about the apparent delay of Jesus ’
Second Coming. Peter seems to ask, “Will he
survive until then, or must all of us perish before that day?” He might even be asking, "Are you ever coming back?" Typically, Jesus ’ answer is
ambivalent.
The story of a great catch of fish recalls Saint
Luke ’s story of a similar incident during Jesus ’
earthly career. On that occasion Saint Peter
found his calling, even as he knelt before Jesus ,
up to his elbows in still-flopping fish.
The story then becomes a renewal of Peter ’s
calling, especially because he alone took a stroll with Jesus
and reconfirmed his love. The “charcoal fire” recalls Peter ’s
betrayal:
The thrice repeated question also recalls Peter ’s denial.
That pattern of three indicates intensity. Three denials are final! It will
take three questions and three solemn declarations of love and fidelity to undo
the denials.
This story of a quiet appearance of Jesus among his
dispirited disciples, and of their renewed dedication reminds us of our ever-flagging
zeal and the constant need we have for recommitment. More importantly, it
reminds us that Jesus has not and
will not abandon us. He will be there for us even when we wander off to go
fishing.
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I love to write. This blog helps me to meditate on the Word of God, and I hope to make some contribution to our contemplations of God's Mighty Works.
Ordinarily, I write these reflections two or three weeks in advance of their publication. I do not intend to comment on current events.
I understand many people prefer gender-neutral references to "God." I don't disagree with them but find that language impersonal, unappealing and tasteless. When I refer to "God" I think of the One whom Jesus called "Abba" and "Father", and I would not attempt to improve on Jesus' language.
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