Lectionary: 27
The Lord God took Abram outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so,” he added, “shall your descendants be.”
Abram put his faith in the LORD, who credited it to him as an act of righteousness.
There is
something oddly refreshing in the story of Jesus’ Transfiguration, a story
which we hear every year on this second Sunday of Lent. Part of that refreshing
experience is the passage from Genesis which concerns the
Patriarch Abraham.
The ancient
ancestor of Jesus set the pattern for his and our relationship with God; that
is, faith. This mysterious, undefinable quality is the only way to know God.
We might suppose today’s readings describe another way to
know God, his direct appearance to us. Surely Abraham knew God after the “deep, terrifying darkness enveloped him”
and he saw “a smoking fire pot and a flaming torch, which passed between those
pieces” (of sacrificed flesh.)
Surely Peter,
James and John knew Jesus was God after his Transfiguration on Mount Tabor, a
vision so astonishing and terrifying they could tell no one about it.
Saint Paul
described similar experiences. He often spoke of his encounter with Jesus on
the road to Damascus. But he also spoke in the third person of his ecstatic
trip to the third heaven:
I know someone in Christ
who, fourteen years ago (whether in the body or out of the body I do not know,
God knows), was caught up to the third heaven. And I know that this person (whether in the body or
out of the body I do not know, God knows) was caught up into Paradise and heard ineffable
things, which no one may utter. About
this person, I
will boast, but about myself I will not boast, except about my weaknesses.
He makes light of
the incident. It happened fourteen years ago and was only to the third heaven;
his opponents the “super apostles” claimed more recent, more outrageous
journeys into more distant spaces of God’s inner world. Saint Paul
insisted he could not boast of those incidents perhaps because he had suffered
so many setbacks in the meanwhile: beatings, imprisonment, hunger, thirst,
sickness, deprivation, contempt, and so forth. Only a madman would cling to his
memory of ecstasy in the light of so much suffering.
In his book Man
is not Alone, Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel wrote of the challenge of faith:
Many of us seem to think faith is a
convenient short cut to the mystery of God across the endless, dizzy highway of
critical speculation. The truth is that faith is not a way but the breaking of
a way, of the soul's passageway constantly to be dug through mountains of
callousness. Faith is neither a gift we receive undeservedly nor a treasure to
be found inadvertently.
We do not stumble into achievements. Faith is the fruit of hard, constant care and vigilance, of insistence upon remaining true to a vision; not an act of inertia but an aspiration to maintain our responsiveness to Him alive.
Just as men are unable to notice the most obvious phenomena in nature unless they are anxious to know about them -- as no scientific insight will occur to those who are unprepared -- so are they incapable of grasping the divine unless they grow sensitive to its supreme relevance. Without cleanliness of will the mind is impervious to the relevance of God....
The art of awareness of God, the art of sensing HIs presence in our daily lives cannot be learned off-hand. God's grace resounds in our lives like a staccato. Only by retaining the seemingly disconnected notes comes the ability to grasp the theme.
We do not stumble into achievements. Faith is the fruit of hard, constant care and vigilance, of insistence upon remaining true to a vision; not an act of inertia but an aspiration to maintain our responsiveness to Him alive.
Just as men are unable to notice the most obvious phenomena in nature unless they are anxious to know about them -- as no scientific insight will occur to those who are unprepared -- so are they incapable of grasping the divine unless they grow sensitive to its supreme relevance. Without cleanliness of will the mind is impervious to the relevance of God....
The art of awareness of God, the art of sensing HIs presence in our daily lives cannot be learned off-hand. God's grace resounds in our lives like a staccato. Only by retaining the seemingly disconnected notes comes the ability to grasp the theme.
If our Christian tradition
insists that faith is a gift we receive undeservedly, the Rabbi will insist
that it also requires “constant care and vigilance, of insistence upon
remaining true to a vision.”
Given his
experience, Saint Paul could not have disagreed with his fellow Jew.
In today’s
gospel, Jesus appears discussing with Moses and Elijah the “exodus that he was
going to accomplish in Jerusalem.” He would not easily endure his trial, the
mockery of the high priests, soldiers and crowds, his scourging, crowning with thorns,
carrying the cross, crucifixion and death. His exodus and final victory would
be like silver
refined in a crucible, purified seven times.
If you and I have
been faithful we can admit it’s not been easy, even as we insist we are
grateful for the gift, and freely admit it came not through human effort but
from God. It has sometimes been downright terrifying,
though we don’t often dwell upon those anguished hours.
When a woman is in
labor, she is in anguish because her hour has arrived; but when she has given
birth to a child, she no longer remembers the pain because of her joy that a
child has been born into the world. So you also are now in anguish. But I will see you
again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy away from
you. John 16:21
In Lent we remember the anguish so that our joy – refreshed -- might be
complete at Easter.
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