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and the Word was with God,
and the Word was God.
and the Word was God.
The prelude of Saint John’s
gospel was, before the Second Vatican Council, read at every Mass after the Eucharist.
It was called the “Last Gospel” although it might as easily have been called
the first gospel for it begins in the beginning.
On this last day of
the year the Church takes us back to our beginnings, and we remember the Word is
God. He has “pitched his tent” among us and become one of our own children.
Today’s first
reading also summons the mysterious presence of time, “Children,
it is the last hour….”
Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.
But our faith teaches us that time is
redeemable because God has come to stay with us in time. He lived among us as a
man, in a time not so long ago, in a place not very far away. It was a world
familiar to us, where people paid taxes, worried over politics, struggled for
their daily bread and danced with their neighbors as often as they quarreled
with them.
Philosophers and scientists have struggled to
understand this fourth dimension called time. David Hawking has said that in the universe he understands every point is the
center of the universe, and it has no edges. Every moment too is the beginning
and the end of time; and its now is endless. Somehow that makes sense as
we finish a year and plunge into another.
The New Testament is steeped in an apocalyptic
awareness of time. “Now is the final hour!” Every moment is critical – a crisis!
-- and its weight feels both eager and anxious. It is anxious if I am fearful;
it is eager if I am ready to listen.
No one can say, “I have done
enough, I have earned my salvation.” Rather I must embrace the present moment
and welcome the Holy Spirit who directs my life through each moment of each
day. True, I make plans, because planning is what I must do at this moment as
the Spirit directs me. And I assess the past -- but not with the authority of a
judge for there is only one judge and I am not Him. I assess the past so as to
see the present more clearly and plan more carefully.
Traditionally we like to make “New Years Resolutions” on this last
day of the year. Hopefully, they will be realistic and optimistic. Hopefully,
they will not be much different than the ones we made last year, for we’ve not
changed that much since last year.
I hope that I will see beauty in 2011. I think there can be few
privileges granted to mortals greater than the contemplation of beauty. I want
to see it in the friars with whom I live, and the Veterans I visit in the VA hospital.
I want to see the beautiful Holy Spirit clearing my head and my eyes, my ears
and my nostril, my tongue and my skin so that I might sense beauty all around
me and thoroughly within me.
Life is too short to put off the vision of beauty. Even when I am
toiling over a work that cannot be finished today or this year or in one
lifespan, I should see the beauty of the labor.
I say should intentionally because I want to do what I should
do and I want to be what I should be. I need not be afraid of the shoulds
that hang over me continually. They persist like the furies and they get me
down at times but they’re part of the eager/anxious human experience. And if
human experience was good enough for Jesus , it’s good
enough for me. You recall how eager he was: I
came to bring fire to
the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled!
May God bless you today,
on this last day of 2010, and throughout this impending 2011. “Let us begin
again for up until now we have done nothing."