The
Spirit scrutinizes everything, even the depths of God.
Among men, who knows what pertains to the man
except his spirit that is within?
Similarly, no one knows what pertains to God except the Spirit of God.
We have not received the spirit of the world
but the Spirit who is from God…
Among men, who knows what pertains to the man
except his spirit that is within?
Similarly, no one knows what pertains to God except the Spirit of God.
We have not received the spirit of the world
but the Spirit who is from God…
“Who knows what pertains to the man except his spirit that
is within?” What really goes on in the mind of your spouse, child or parent? Do
you think you know everything there is to know about him or her? Do you know how
he feels about work, people, play, prayer, or affection? You might have a
pretty good idea of what that person thinks, but where do those thoughts
come from? How are they formed?
When I presided over Eucharistic Devotion during our weekend
retreats in Minnesota, I would place my prayer bench in front of the altar and
sit there for a half hour, as the congregation sat behind me. I kept my eyes
closed; a kitchen timer signaled the end of the allotted thirty minutes.
Was I praying? Or was I just waiting out the time? Could anyone
tell the difference? Was I sincere in my attempts to lead the contemplation, or
just making a show of it?
If someone apologizes to you, is he sorry for what he did? How
can you tell? How deep does that remorse run? Will it change his future
behavior? What makes you think so – or not?
“Who knows what pertains to the man except his spirit that
is within?” And even that may not be reliable, for the man may have fooled
himself.
In our relations with others we often have to live by faith,
and let both satisfaction and disappointment shape our experience of them.
Likewise in our encounter with God we let the Holy Spirit shape
our hopes, desires, expectations and beliefs. We cannot know what to believe
about God except by a lifetime of experience. A religious tradition teaches us
to pay attention to here or there, to expect this or that; but only the Spirit
who knows the depths of God can reveal God to us.
Likewise, trusted others within the Church – parents,
family, ministers and catechists – offer their own experience of God; but their
testimony only raises expectations which God’s spirit might fill.
In the end we live by faith, a mute faith which waits upon God, struggles to
find words and longs to prove itself worthy of trust.