“A little while and you will no longer see me, and again a little while later and you will see me.”
So some of his disciples said to one another, “What does this mean that he is saying to us, ‘A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me,’
So some of his disciples said to one another, “What does this mean that he is saying to us, ‘A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me,’
In today’s account of
the Last Supper, Jesus speaks a riddle to his befuddled disciples and they
respond accordingly, “What does this mean?”
Riddles have an ancient
respectability in our religion and culture. Often they are used to give sage advice.
I sometimes tell elderly Veterans the Riddle of
the Sphinx to encourage them to use a cane. That’s not the point of the
riddle but it suggests this high-tech device has been around a very long time. The
hero Samson flummoxed his Philistine enemies with a riddle in Judges 14.
Riddles intrigue and
challenge the mind to consider imponderable mysteries. They remind us of our
helplessness because the questioner knows the answer and, try as we will, we
cannot answer it. We really have no clue until the answer is given, and then it’s
obvious! It is, of course, a perfect tool for Saint John the Divine!
Jesus predicts his death
and resurrection with today’s riddle. To every bible school child after the fact the answer is obvious; but before the fact the disciples are stumped.
We do well to return in imagination
to that moment before Jesus was arrested to consider the disciples’ dilemma. Certainly
we could not expect to understand Jesus any better than they did. “Had we been
there…” our response would have been the same: “What does this mean that he is
saying to us? “
In other words, if I think
I understand the resurrection and what it means, I am almost certainly a fool. My
apparently “superior wisdom” has given me no advantage.
We cannot know God's mind but Faith is willing to stand
in the blinding light of revelation and ask, “What does this mean?”
Sometimes people recite their catechism answers like children caught in the blinding light of the bathroom at midnight. They are holding their hands on their faces against the light, allowing only a sliver to stab through their fingers, and saying, “Okay, now I see what you mean!”
Sometimes people recite their catechism answers like children caught in the blinding light of the bathroom at midnight. They are holding their hands on their faces against the light, allowing only a sliver to stab through their fingers, and saying, “Okay, now I see what you mean!”
But they don’t see
anything. They have only managed to contain a particle of Truth in a tiny jewelry
box where it will be treasured and forgotten.
Before they get the
riddle, the disciples will be blinded by the revelation of Easter. They will
assume the women who report his resurrection are hysterical; they will think
his appearance is a ghost; they will insist upon touching his wounded hands and
side before they believe. They will gather in the Upper Room after his
Ascension, still pondering what does this mean.
Only the Holy Spirit can
reveal its meaning to us as we permit ourselves to be blind with joy.
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